everywomen’s nightmare, i think i have a lump in my breast
i think i am making myself sick from sheer unhappiness. i did this before and got an ulcer, and i used to get sick as a child when worried or scared. i cannot eat and i know i should, i realise that, but the thought of food makes me feel nauseous. being with the person…
worried
am i enough? i am ok looking, i am alright to hang out with but, am i enough? so worried so scared so upset. no – one is listening so who cares?
morning
well, i feel a little more loved but, how long is it going to last? till that person is bored at me or angry? am i wasting my time or am i doing the right thing?
LOVE’S SECRET by: William Blake (1757-1827) Never seek to tell thy love, Love that never told can be; For the gentle wind doth move Silently, invisibly. I told my love, I told my love, I told her all my heart, Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears. Ah! she did depart! Soon after she was gone from…
scary
got some really scary news today… don’t know what to do, shall i go forward and keep trying or shall i just stop. that is the real question to me. i am destroying myself and ruining friendships, i feel bad but, so scared.
betwixt and between, but better.
just waiting