I have been having strange dreams lately, almost linear and very clear. Almost like my dreams are walking me through something. I wake up and am confused I am here, in this life.

I went to the Arcade Fire last night, and it was odd. I have not seen a show at the Civic Center in years, lots of years, and I forgot how barn like it was. The sound was a little off and people seemed a trifle intimidated by the venue. I am still not sure how I feel about the show, as towards the end, the band invited everyone down to the front to create more energy, it makes me nervous when people start crowding and acting like morons.

I was sad on the way home. Sometimes I really miss some one to share shows with.