I am going to Ikea today! Woohoo, tinkerboo I will still want to go with you, and can I come over one night and swim? I have a cute pink swimsuit…..
I sit here listening to music that makes me ache inside that makes me see colours and storms.
I lack a voice at times, one that speaks for me, and not about me. I have words, I have the intelligence, but I fear the judgement.
I want to escape routine and the mundane, but routine keeps me anchored to the here and now.
a thousand stars
a thousand miles away.
so far
so few
so many
so cold.
lines in my head.
i live so much in my head I forget how to interact and i forget we are all human.