It has been a week of things I wanted to do and say and have not done. Work is annoying right now, and I am feeling a little stuck in a rut. I want to move onward – school and new place – but there are certain things that need to be done first, like bills….
I got two new books though to help me on the learning path: Building the Perfect PC and Adobe Photoshop – one on one. I started reading the other night, and now some terms and thoughts make a little more sense to me. I mainly wanted the Building The Perfect PC book so I could understand terms, and ideas and try at least once to build a computer. Sometimes I feel like Alice playing croquet. My flamingo is not listening and they keep changing the rules.
I keep thinking I should make a list of all the things I want to do and accomplish this year, but, I am worried that at the end of the year I will look over it, and feel very despondent. I am working very hard on the top of my to-do list still, the credit card is being paid off! And I am slowly getting rid of stuff – need to repost to craigslist and I am learning new things, and I am starting to feel creative again, these are all good things, just they seem so sloooooooow. But, then I have a sub list, and I think that is where I fall down, I should just try get the big things done and not get caught up in the minute details that end up bogging me down.
The desire for the beach is still there though, so bad! So, maybe I can add that to the list, and feel that if it is there, I can take baby steps towards it? hmmm.
The good and exciting news, is that I sold all my Elephant Bracelets. Whooo Hoo. So I raised money for the elephants, and that makes me sooo happy.