The most achingly perfect song Joy Division.

So I cleaned about half my room yesterday, another half to go and I have a pile of presents for people and a lot of shit to get rid of – either sell or goodwill. I find it hard to get rid of stuff – pack rat – as every item has a memory and a reason. Band T shirts are the worst for me, as I remember where I was when I bought them and how the band was and how perfect that moment was. Luckily I do not sell records/CDs/books as I would be an emotional mess then..

I really want to get away for a weekend, I know I have said this before and never done it (money, time etc) but, I really want to go down to the sea and just sit and stare at it. I love the sea it makes me feel calm and whole, and soothes me. Sometimes I really want to be soothed by the vastness of the ocean and its ever changing sameness.

More songs:
Deep One Perfect Morning by
The Jesus And Mary Chain

deep one perfect morning
as the sun is heading up
into the sky
and i’m sitting here warming
to the coldness of the things
that meet my eye
something in me’s stirring
and the moon and all the stars
fail to comply
and my thoughts are turning backwards
and i’m picking at the pieces
of a world that keeps turning
the screws into my mind
something in me’s chilling
and nothing in me’s willing
to focus my attention
on the sky
past the weakened eyes
that feel and scream
into your soul
better to paint my hate
on the walls
before the picture goes
and my thoughts are turning backwards
and i’m picking at the pieces
of a world that keeps turning
the screws in my mind
and i can see a wide world
for me to tame