I got Sonic Youth tickets, I am buying my Wilco tickets tomorrow, I am seeing AC Newman on Monday, I am going to see Sioxsie soon, all good things but I am down. So down just down tired. I want some time off, I want my eyes to stop itching, I want to relax, just for a couple of days to have no worries about things to do.
Looks like home on the 18 December till the 3 January and fly back via London with a lay over of a night! Exciting but even that does not interest me right now. I am spoilt! I have a home, 3 cats a job and plenty of friends and acquaintances so why do I beat myself up? PMS? Or just bloody mindedness?