Today is a bad day. I feel like all my imps and goblins are out there reminding me of all the things I have screwed up or done wrong. And it hurts.
I feel like people only see the worst in me, and only assume the worst. I feel so far from where I belong, I miss my home so bad sometimes, I miss being understood without repeating myself all the time, I miss not having to explain where I am coming from in my thoughts. I don’t want to go live there again now, but I miss it, I miss the space I feels so claustrophobic here sometimes I want to scream.
I have a hundred other thoughts running in my head, but feel so trite.