i think i am making myself sick from sheer unhappiness. i did this before and got an ulcer, and i used to get sick as a child when worried or scared. i cannot eat and i know i should, i realise that, but the thought of food makes me feel nauseous. being with the person i love makes me feel better – i even sleep better but that is not practical, because then i am making them responsible for me and only i am responsible for me.